OH. MY . GOD! SO MUCH AS HAPPENED! well first off there was pow wow last weekend ( indian culture festival that lasts for 2 days every year) I met mucho guys this year! First there were these two dancers that whistles as me and Lisa and we stopped over by them and we started up a chat and they stayed an extra week after pow wow was over. They both liked lisa. well one of them liked me at first but then lost interest because i met this really hot spanish guy and i kinda ditched them and hung out with him the whole time. his name was Q and he was such a cutie. we talked a lot well okay we made out alot. at first we were getting to know eachother and i began to really like him, we went in a Tee Pee(sp?) at night and he wanted to uhm..well you know. but i wouldn't let him. so we just made out and then he walked me home. awwe. the last day he asked me for my sn and email address and we said goodbye and i THOUGHt i would miss him so much but now it's just weird. then the guy who liked me at first started liking me again and he tried holding my hand when he walked me home one night but i wouldn't let him kiss me cause i still liked the Q (spanish guy) i met. well one day when me and lisa came home from school Q's best friend Jullianne was there, and he was the hottest guy i have EVER EVER seen in my life and he is sooo sweet! I thought he left a week ago but turns out he came back for 2 more nights until Fri when he has a pow wow in NY. Well we got pretty close. We started hanging out a lot at night and talk and he invited me to his tent and we just talked about anything and everything while lisa n james made out. Julianne is 16 by the way. anyway he called me a pretty little white girl. haha. he left this morning. I MISS HIM SO MUCH! last night we stayed up for like 2 hours and i got introuble for coming in way past curfew but it was so worth it. when we were on the playground equipment talking, james came over and it got all silent when he came and then I said " You know one of those awkword silences when you want someone to leave but they don't get the picture?" Julianne started cracking up and james said ' i get the picture but i aint leavin' so J. said okay we will and the he left. i started liking him(Julliane) a whole lot and he didn't even know it and what i love about him is he isn't pervish and all about getting some. It hurt so much when he left this morning, i miss him like crazy. but that last night my mom called and i said yeah, i'm on my way home now. and she said you're in trouble(cause i was breaking curfew majorlly) and i just said okay i'm comin now bye. and then Juliannae walked me home and we hugged amd he gave me a kiss on the cheek and he told me to call his cell sometime( he has my # and i have his) i told him i would miss him and he said i'll miss you too AWE. corny moment. he lives in carolina =[ but i will see him every year for pow wow and i miss him like crazy already and can't wait till next year. hey, ladies is pimps too.

P.S.- last day of pow wow this 26 year old came up to me and offered me funnell cake )left over from pow wow cause he was leaving and didn't wanna waste it and throw it out so everyone was giving away free food) and said i was an "eye catcher" what ever that means and asked me for my address and i was like uhm how old are you? and he said 26 and i said oh well im only 13 and he said 13? wow i am a bit old for you but.. and then he wanted me to write to him so while he was giving me his address i was pretending to write it down in my cell phone. but i was nice to him.

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hey im back and updating again yayy

ohh mann i really liked t blog but this fucking new "BETA posting engine" is really slow so i won't be updating anymore. :[ bye guys much <333

wow, haven't updated in a few days or week. I slept over Lisa's house last night. GAHH WTF?! i hate this new text version it is going so slow and it annoys me! grr i can't update, this thing is going mad slow.